Hello everybody. Long time no see. Long time, no chat. I have been very busy and my long love for art has been blocked.
  I work at 7-eleven now and have been robbed. I work nights and I am very tired thus distracting me for uploading, updating, writing, or anything. I only have time for me and my own life that I can't get these extra things going. I am alive and I'm sorry that I haven't had much to do with any of my friends on here. I do see all the art you create but there is just too much to comment. lol.
  It was valerie's and I 4 year anniversary on the 25th of july and we have exactly 1 year before we get married. I have been planning and planning. I have been trying to put this thing together as well, but it takes a lot of time and effort. I will upload something soon, I hope. I would love to draw again... I miss it very much so. I wish I had the time. Knowing that I wasn't gonna work for like a month and just draw knowing it will be there and nobody will call me and distract me. I need to adapt to this new lifestyle of mine, of course it isn't the only lifestyle. I must change it for the best. I need to get back to my old routes. I'm playing guitar again and I need to draw again, paint, sculpt, I must produce my vision onto a canvas that will keep me sane and remind me that I am still the same person thats been here for 3 years. I want to know if I still have it. I don't want to lose my ability to think differently. This sometimes scares me. I don't know if ya'll know what I mean. I sometimes think if I really am an artist. Is my work good enough for my age and experience? I hope so.
   My turtles are doing great. They are growing and thriving in their little tank. They aren't that big yet to get a 20 gallon tank. My brother is doing well. He is about to start school for those who know me well enough to know my brother. He is learning to walk much better and talk. He has cerebral paulsy.
   I need some inspiration! I need to be part of deviant art again. I miss all you guys, and your art. I will talk again soon, and hopefully get my mind back to where it belongs.